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Holiday eh !

2011-03-29T14:34:00.015+08:00

Tsk, so difficult to upload photos, so sloooooow !

Monday, 7March2011.

IKEA :)
Candid !
And caught :x
Whitey being busy looking out of the window !

He'll bark when he saw other dogs downstairs. So adorable ! But he doesn't like to

go down. Weird dog !!

Friday, 18March2011.

LUGE and Skyride at Sentosa with baby :D

So fun ! I want to go back there again ! :)
Baby smiling while looking at the luge/skyride ticket. Hahaha.

Group of "Ang mo" in front of us :D
Thursday, 24March2011.

Edwin's birthday !

Unfortunately, i couldn't save pictures from facebook. D:

With JiaEn ! :) Same shirt ! :D

That day, i think too much. Kept comparing myself with others, thinking how lousy

i am and all. But thanks to baby, he's constantly accompanying me and tried so many

times. I really think too much at times ): And he never failed to cheer me up :).

We went to play pool and lan games after that too ! :D Fun night but hate the part where

i think too much !

Whitey ! :)

3.48PM

HOLIDAY MOOD LO !

2011-03-10T17:11:00.002+08:00

Exams are over ! End of 1st year ! Heading on to 2nd year during April !

It's time to relax and work for income ! :D

Papers are still average.. Accounting is the killer :x Well, its over ! Don't wanna

talk about it.

Haven't been meeting baby regularly ! Had been neglecting him for my studies :(

Gonna make it up to him. It feels weird not to see him even for one day. As if i can

die ! Most people say that it's the "honeymoon" period ! But, i don't know ! It's just..

I'm always so happy to see him :D

Lazy to blog !!! :P

5.14PM

Lazy as usual!

2011-02-20T12:35:00.006+08:00

Hahaha, after so long, i've decided to put up some pictures :)

1st day of CNY 3 Feb 2011.
Went out with baby to Tampines for movie :) "Black Swan" !

Black swan the movie was amazing ;D

Arcade at TM.
2nd day of CNY.

Had buffet at auntie's house, 4th floor.

1st time in my life i'd gotten triple 7 for blackjack!

Haha, relatives asked me when am i bringing my handsome boyfriend over to let them see.

So funny :D
11 Feb :)

Had steamboat over at Senghuat's house ! :D
For SingHong, SengHuat, JiaEn, Edwin, GuanShen, Gid and Me ! :D
12 Feb, Saturday !

Work work work at parkway's Giant promoting Skippy Peanut butter :D

Baby came to look for me after work. :) Had kooooi ! My favourite ice cream milk tea!

Valentines' day :)

Hahaha, round face !!!
Fish & Co. Got seated after half and hour laaa. He insisted to eat something better and

waste money :(
Whitey waits for me to get ready for school every morning in front of the dressing table !

And he'll fall asleep. Totally cuteeee :D

Wednesday morning, dad made milo for me ! IT WAS SO RANDOM. For so many years,

it's either me or my aunt who made milo. And he puts 2 table spoon of sugar. Hahaha!

Sweet like crazy but its ok, since dad made it for me, it should be a special kind. Milo + sugar!

Sugar rush :D

I brought him home last few days, Friday, 18th! He came to school actually, for some

appealing shit. Some of my classmates saw him too :). Apparently, dad didn't say anything

about him to me. Nothing negative is fine! :D Dad even scolded me for being so slow and

making him wait for me. Haha. Everytime we go out together, i'll notice that girls were

looking at him la. Are they jealous? :D

Had fun yesterday while trying out dragonboating :)! JiaEn went with me too! Starting,

we learnt the strokes on land. So difficult ! But when we get up the little boat, rowing is

easier. But need a lot of strength to endure ! I tried my best because i don't want others

to see that i'm a noob. My boyfriend brought me there, i don't wanna throw his face. Haha.

Fun ah! And a lot of spiders -.- He caught 1 for me from my hair. And he said another was

without body, just super long legs. WEIRD. I hate spiders but unfortunately, the boat which

newcomers sat, had so many spiders. I killed some. Haha. Damn it. Hate that crawly feeling.

Yeah, body aching so badly now. Means that i'm not healthy ! Haven't been exercising ! Boo.

I always thought that i can never find any guy so perfect. He may not be someone who

has very good education, but he's character and every other things made him perfect.

And yes, i've found one :).

:D Gonna go study now.

Pardon me if there's lots of grammer mistakes. I'm so lazy to edit and read it all over again.

Ciaos :D

1:32Pm

LAZY TO BLOG !

2011-02-02T20:10:00.004+08:00

Hahaha, seriously damn lazy to blog nowadays !

Some random photos ! :) Some are also in my facebook as well.

Disgusting phlegm from getting ill that time. The "super long sickness" of flu, fever and

cough ! :( yes, disgusting HAHAHA.

Dad forced to tie Whitey's pillow on him ! :D
This is from the excursion we went to Science Center for CSI in early Jan ! :)
In my BL shirt after orientation ! :)

The few days of orientation was really amazing. An experience to learn from ! Though its

really tiring..
Baby's first medal from Dragonboating :)
Jaaaang ! :D

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !

Can't wait to collect more red packets ! :p

8:26PM

Happy new year ! :D

2011-01-01T22:15:00.004+08:00

Back with photos ! :D

Flasher alert!

This is Whitey, when he sleeps.

Thursday, 30th.

Went shopping with SH on Wednesday and Thursday ! :D Also met JE and GS at

Plaza Sing ! :D Wanted to buy yellow ducky slippers but there's no L size -.- ! And of

course i bought Whitey another 2bucks pillow :x

At Paya Lebar's Singpost before going to brother's place :)
Yeah, and that night, i fell sick ! :( So badly that i'm still having fever, cough and cold right

NOW !

Friday, 31st.

Woots, went to Sentosa with SH, Gid, JE and YM :)

Went there to work and countdown uh. Went suntanning with Gid at Siloso beach before

reporting to work. Yeah, sun burn now.. Painful back ! D: My skin is kinda spoiled due to

the over tanning last time, now, added tan ! Hopefully it will fully recover soon :)

While waiting for our job to start, Gid and i slacked ! Cam whored too :)!

Analyn is the girl who's in-charged of us.. She's very nice :D Friendly and caring !

We ate before anyone else from Coupon section can eat. She also brought hot dog bread

for us while others don't have :) Everyone there thought Gid and I are couples. Haha.

The Beer Garden ! :)
Fever went up during the night till next morning. Was so lethargic and feeling so dead.

Like a zombie :( It sucks to have menstration and fever on new year's eve ! But countdown

and fireworks really brightened up my night. Beautiful ! And it was really a close view of it !

Caucasians are really nice too. Haha, they played the "trumpet" which Carlsberg provides.

They tried to compete with us ! They also wished us Happy New Year and also, a drunk lady

hugged me. Haha so adorable. I wonder how i will be like if i'm drunk !

Another thing ! I don't really like that girl who worked with us; Amanda ! :( She's like

flirting with him ! Cause i told her that we are not couples. Pui ! She even hit him la. Geez.

Bad bad China girl :(

On the way home, Gid asked me :) !

Tadaaa :)

Happy girl.

Went home, knocked out for more than 8 hours. HAHA.

This is Brother and baby Whitey :)

Brother carried Whitey this way and showed him the mirror, let him down.. Whitey ran

into the room and wants to jump up to see his reflection again ! So adorable :D

I wonder why this cough syrup is so yummy ! I don't mind it if i were to drink everything.

Hahahaha ! :D Mom fed me !

Fever fever fever cold cold cold cough cough cough blocked nose blocked nose blocked nose.

All 4 of you suck ! :(

It's like winter time now. My hairs are STANDING !

New year, new resolution. New days ahead. :)

Gonna sleep soon i guess :( Please get well, xx !

10.43PM

Time flies

2010-12-28T01:24:00.003+08:00

Don't know why there's problems uploading photos here !

Christmas Day was normal. Had steamboat and grilled food on the Eve with cliques

at SH's house (: It was fun ! We also stayed till very late there. Drank some beer too.

It's like.. Very seldom or.. Once in a blue moon that we'll actually stay out till very late.

On the day itself, went down to Tampines to look for presents :) And also some snacks

for Whitey ! Christmas gift for him.. :) In the end, Gid came over to Tampines too !

Of course i didn't want him to come over, yet he did. D: After that, he sent me home at

5pm. Then went down to 3rd uncle's house with bro and dad for dinner at 6+ ! So crowded

over there. It's like "baby sitting" event ! Whereby lots of kids were there. My cousins's

children !! So many and noisy. Geez. But yeah, for the sake of showing my face, i went

there. Not forgetting, buffet ! Yumyum :D

Gid came to Pasir Ris :) We headed down to Downtown East ! Walked for awhile.. Then

wentback to my area. We often had problems thinking of where to go ! :( It's so boring here

in Singapore..

Worked on Sunday at Far East Plaza's 7-11 ! No air-con over there.. Promoted Vitamin

Water. Saw quite a number of pretty and handsome people walking past. How i wish i

have faces and bodies like theirs ! Envious. Koreans are nice people, very friendly :) !

Working there is kinda boring actually......................... :(

Had break at 5 to 6. Looked for places to eat until 5.30 ! And finally, i've decided to

squeeze in a small shop for my dinner. What a "nice" place to eat. Everywhere is packed.

Sucks. People eat and talk, didn't wanna move away from the place. Inconsiderate !

Gid came to fetch me home :) He's such a sweetie.

Went home, told mom that i took some samples home. She nagged at me as if there's no

tomorrow. Fine !

Next day, nagged again..

Wanted to go to school for BL training. Went out with grace to Tampines inter. She called

"Rain"; I don't know his actual name.. And he said that he's group of friends are not

attending. So grace and i decided to go home. Went home and sleep ! :) Met Gid and

cliques after that and headed down to Sentosa for "Siloso beach party"'s job briefing.

Met Yiming and Imran there; don't really know them, at harbourfront station. :)

A small world ! I met a friend there too ;) ! Gid and I, went over to the cashier group..

But still.. :) ! Though it won't be as enjoyable; no dancing.. But there's A CHAIR for

coupon sellers ! :D Don't wish to stand for the whole 20 hours :D !

Ate Carl's burger after that for dinner :) Yumyum !

Reached home and dad popped out.. He scolded me for taking samples home. I was so

pissed. Like.. who the F told him that i took samples home ?! He warned me that they

have cameras and so on.. Argh. Shouldn't have reached home earlier than before. Don't

like it ! So envious of my friend's family but not mine. :( Forked out money for her car

license and also gonna bring her to Malaysia next year. Unlike mine.. Geez ! -.- !

Also envied those who are on financial assistant. (though it sounds kinda idiotic..) !

Doesn't mean that my family earn well, i am rich ! Like what the fuck ? I only had 10bucks

for the whole of last week's allowance. Not to say about this week, i haven't ask for it.

Shouldn't I, be having financial help instead ? Sometimes i really wanna say.. FML !

2:05AM

Dang deng dong !

2010-12-20T14:12:00.005+08:00

Work on weekends, Tuesdays and Thursdays ! Play on other days ! :D

Slept during IAC progress test ! And Mr Quek edited my name from Xiang2 to Xiangzzzz !

Also did posted this on Fb :)
16th, Thursday

Went to work at brother's place with SH baober ! :) Our 58th monthsary ! :D

I didn't know that i had the price tag on my slippers until she told me. Embarrassing !

And it's time to buy my $2 yellow slippers again ! It's going to spoil :(

And this is what she gave me ! So sweet of her uh ? Donutttttttt !

But i didn't buy anything for her :'(
17th. Friday.

Accompanied Gid to his friend's birthday party at chalet. He also bought the kanoe

sport shirt for me. Chit chat at pasir ris park. Missed the last 21 bus :x Took 3 to

Tampines instead. :D He insisted on paying for my cab fee !

Argh, he's just very nice after all. It made me feel bad too.

18th. Saturday.

Went down to Shaw plaza located at Balestier Road ! Took bus 21 and it's about 30+

stops from here. Total madness. Work work work :) Waste my time and also earn

some money.

My McBistro chicky sandwich lunch/dinner alone ! $8.05 inclusive of changed drink to

Milo. Yeah, the burger isn't as yummy as i expected. Should have ordered cheeseburger

instead !
Shaw plaza's NTUC :)

The staff over there.. Some are friendly, some are not ! Especially those who are having

higher status, NOT as friendly as the other aunties ! Like so difficult to smile.. As though

i owe them lots of money. Bomb their faces ! D:

There are 2 staff who are mute; i guess. Or deaf ? I don't know which. They communicate

using sign language ! And yes, they are the friendly ones. Unlike the others -.- !

Also, i got complaint by the other auntie promoters ! Some brainless people took my

samples and place it everywhere around the mart. What the tooooot is wrong with those

people? They have no common sense ! Like.. Nobody teach them ! The uncle who acts

as a "mystery shopper" found 3 cups lying around. And he told me what happened to

the previous promoter there.. That guy got scolded by the manager. Geez ! Hope i won't

be the next one. Thanks to those dumb asses. Mystery shopper uh ? They keep on a look

out for people who attempts to steal ! So cool. :D I thought he's just an ordinary man at

first until i saw him in the office. Lol !
Gid came to look for me on the weekends :) He accompanied me home !

So nice of him.

Hahahaa, i find this picture very adorable. :D

Presents presents presents.. What to buy ?

2:53PM

Woot !

2010-12-11T23:50:00.002+08:00

Nearly 1 week again since i last blogged ! :x

Had a very fun week :)

Band prac, band concert, school, meeting Gid, clique !

Went for job interview at Redhill with Liyi on Tuesday ! :) After that, i didn't attend

band prac ! Cause there isn't enough time..

Wednesday 8th,

Had band concert ! :) With Unity sec and also BSRU thai university band. The Thais

are super nice people. They are friendly and helpful, BETTER than any average

Singaporean ! During the concert, there's a combined band piece. BSRU and BN's

main band combine. The Thais are the guests but they ended up getting chairs for

my juniors ! Not only that, before heading to ACS barker, they were the ones who

moved the percussion instruments into the lorry. Like gosh !

We took photos with them too ;)

Also, for those whom we don't know, they shouted "Good bye" to us when we're

going home. Like total strangers but so friendly ! :D

Most of them are also quite good looking :D

ACS barker.

Yeah, we went there early on Wednesday. And also, walked 1km to the nearest

Mcdonalds !!
Hahaha, thanks to Iphone.. There's the inverted camera, easier to cam whore !
With juniors and BRSU trumpeters :)
Thursday 9th.

Hahaha, gs and je came to the shop with a surprise ! :D
Also, managed to snap photos of this CUTE uncle at bedok interchange !!!!! :D

Saw him around quite a few times. Every time i saw him, he's with different hats !!

There's Nemo hat, fruit hat, now its christmas hat ! SO ADORABLE !

Went to watch "Hello Stranger" with Gid on Friday ;)

It was a good show ! Except for the last part :x Ending kinda suck ! Hahahaaha.

But its worth the money :D

Ate KFC for dinner and headed down to Ikea with him. Had fun :D

Get to know that.. He's a person who doesn't really care about what others might

think ! He acts crazy there and doesn't feel embarrassed ! That's so funny :) Fun to

play and be with. Somehow i feel so lucky getting to know him.

I like this picture :)

Weee :) Going to find cliques now. Ciaos !

12.15AM

Back ! :)

2010-12-06T23:28:00.003+08:00

Haven't been updating my blog. So much things happened but didn't blog all of it here.

That "miracle" day, was really miracle. That yellow bag guy i've been mentioning for

weeks, came into my life. That was really a miracle ! :) And i'm really happy about it.

A very yummy and cute sweet :)

Panda ! Forgot what's the name of it.. Hmmm :)
Sunday; 28 Nov.

Gs treated the clique Pizza Hut at Tamp ! :D Met Gid for awhile too. :) He's so shy and

adorable. :D It was the 1st time meeting him, its really awkward.

Cam-whored before going out :)
Thanks Gs for the pizza treat ! And also, sorry to lie that i went to buy something ! I

really feel so bad to lie after all. If you read my blog, "sorry" is for you ! :)

School as per normal.. Nothing much to blog about.

Met him on Wed too. He came over to my area and fetched me. We went to Bedok Res

park for a walk. Didn't manage to find any fishes there, but lots of water strider, flies,

ants and a terrapin ! :D

Yeah, he tricked me to walk to a bridge and yeah, successfully walked the whole reservoir.

So tiring :x but it was fun too. After that, he suggested to walk the Bedok Town park !!

Another long journey from one end to another ! That was the first time in my life, to walk

sooooooo many kilometers ! Had fun :)

While at my brother's place on Thursday, the auntie at the bread shop, had gotten this

from a customer ! So cool ! Why isn't it me :(

I like keeping old coins :) They are so unique !

Gid came over to Tenaga on Sat ! :) Played bball with Sh, Je, Gs and huat. Also played

dai dee too. I'm really happy because i get to see him. And he makes friends fast ! :)

The best thing is, he makes friends with my friends.

Band band band, performance on wednesday :)

Happy and sad.

I feel so bad. I'm really someone bad. Bad like crazy ! So bad so bad so bad !

I hate myself. I can't do anything well. I'm ugly. My character sucks. I suck at games,

sports also studies. I'm a bad person, lousy friend.. Someone not important anywhere.

Argh ! Fuck my life.

Money money money. I really hate this fucking shit. Gonna burst and die !

11.58pm

Miracle happened

2010-11-26T22:46:00.004+08:00

Wednesday, 24th.

Went to Nabilah's house in Clementi with Honey, Grace, Faiz, Zad and of course Nab.

Did our project filming over there. Had lots of photos ! :) After all, we were quite

satisfied with the end result ! Was so tired after that. Sat bus back to the MRT station.

Honey, Grace and i were like " wow, this is beautiful ! " Hahaha. We hardly explore west

side of Singapore.. We were like.. On a tour ? :D

Thursday, 25th.

Hmmmm, LUCKY DAY ? :D

Somehow, its like a miracle which i think that i'm still dreaming. It responded !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Slap me ! I'm sooooo happy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

I'm so crazy. Hahahahhahahahaa.

Friday, 26th.

Luckily SVE roleplay was re-scheduled because of the fire drill just now !!!!

So happy ! :D

Went to East Coast Park after school ! :) Had Accounting Day ? I don't really know

what is that called actually. Didn't really had fun for the Captain's ball competition.

Thought that some guys in my class won't wanna pass the ball to girls. I was on an

open area but no one passed the ball to me. Well, that's what i expected. So yeah..

Had fun chatting with the teacher from Sports Management ! Mr Lau ? Maybe that's

the spelling. Haha. He's really funny and friendly. :D

School, so budget !!! The Mc Chicken burger had only bread and patty. No veg, no

mayo. Suck to the core. Boooo ! Should have taken a photo of it to show how pathetic

it is.

Went to BNSS for alumni band prac :)

I'm somehow hesitating.. What should i do.. I'm afraid that i'll make the wrong decision.

He's nice.. But i'm dumb. I can't really differentiate between truth and lie. Dilemma.

11.10pm

Boring... ~

2010-11-23T23:44:00.004+08:00

SCHOOL IS BORING !!!Ok, i drew on my paper.. But i don't know why this is NOT straight. -.- !
Was super bored in class so i went walking about in class and i saw this !!!!!!!!

Syafiq's butt !!! And underwear. HAHAHA.
See.. Ary's future job :D
This is from a stupid message on facebook. Got nothing to do and i print screen it.

This fucking guy is really a nerd ass. Lol ! Super idiotic.
Quite plenty of happenings for today ! :)

Saw the "everytime see guy" in school again. The last time we saw him was on Thurs.

Saw Huat in school too ! Hahaha. After that, saw " Ang Gu ", the super old friend of

mine.. Ok, this is the long part !

Saw him at the lift lobby. Yeah, we smiled at each other. Went into the lift and i tapped

his shoulder to ask his name. He's Eugene. Actually we wanted to leave the lift at lvl 3.

I asked for his name and -.- we didn't manage to get out.. The door closed and i was

shouting " Eh ! Lvl 3 ..... ! " Yeah, other guys in the lift were laughing at us. We made

a joke out of ourselves hahaha. Ok, we went up to lvl 5 and went back down to lvl 3..

Played monopoly deal and we saw Eu kept looking at our direction.. So i asked him

over to play with us. I thought he's interested in it. Yeah, he asked for my number too.

And of course i gave it to him. I knew him since young.. While playing with the rest of

my friends at the playground. Hahaha so so so long ago. Ok, he made friends real fast.

Ary, Syafiq, Ernest and Patrick came after that and we played together. :)

After that.. We left for MPS and Eu messaged me. What he asked ? He asked for stead.

Like weirdo.. He didn't even ask if i'm attached at first. Lol !! Of course i said " NO ! "

After chatting, i realized that.. He didn't recognise me at first !! So it's like.. I approached

him !! D: Actually i did saw him a few times in school already and yeah, we smiled at

each other because i thought he knew me. But NOOOO ! He don't know ! Until i told

him about the past.. Omg :( Failed. He is consistently asking me WHY i don't wanna

give him a chance. Save meeeeeee !! He's kinda nice but i don't like to keep rejecting.

Argh.

Also, GP had been messaging me. Asking if i wanna watch movie, go food fair and talk

to him through 3G. What to do....?

I still prefer to fall for someone first. Stress to the max. Not interested !!!!!

I'm not trying to boast here but omg, i really need to bomb whatever i wanna say from

my mind. Geeesh ! Damn it. -.-

In the first place, i don't understand why people will like me. Lol ! I don't think i have

any positive points.

Hahahahhahaa, worked at brother's place today. I think that people in Paya Lebar is

kinda WEIRD. I saw a man walking pass the shop with his smile so widely like wtf..

And haha, there's this guy who's asking people to sign up for credit card outside the

shop. He did came in and buy drinks, chatted with me and SH. After that, when i

went to the toilet.. He smiled at me from ear to ear. Natural reaction, smile back ! But

it's damn funny. Lol. After that, while chatting with SH, he looked in with a smile again.

O.O !!

And and and, omg, i hate people who are so "hao lian", "action" or whatever....!

You'll get bombed by your high self esteem soon, fucker !

Bomb your ass !

I want to see YB YB YB YB YB :(

12.14AM

Hello Monday.

2010-11-22T01:01:00.003+08:00

Weekends were over again. Time really flies. And it's going to be the end of November..

Saturday ! A busy day indeed.

Hoho, went to BNSS for band prac in the morning. Then, ate at Techview opposite. After

that, went swimming with JE and GS. Managed to swim quite a lot. But there's too much

people at the pool because it's a Saturday. Many coaches and kids. Weekdays are more

fun. Went home and change.. Met JE, GS, SH and Zes for pool at marine parade. Saw

Sean Eng there too. Haha. At first i cannot confirm who is that until he messaged me.

Had so much fun :) ! Ate at Indian shop too. Met so many people on that day which

really made me happy. Saw Cheston and friends too. Of course he's still as handsome.

Hahaha, even asked if we wanna join them for celebrating Yang Bin's birthday. Of course

it's a "No." All of us are not close.. Unlike those times in Secondary school. :( Well, things

do change after some times. :) Saw Shawn.G and the rest too at Indian coffee shop. Haha.

Haha, SH's hand got slapped by GS ! For playing " Indian poker " with Maxi, huat and

Sze Yong too at Tenaga :) That's forfeit. Haha.
Whitey has a new hair cut ! But yeah, he looks thinner. Cause his fur made him look fatter

previously. And it's NOT animal abuse. We do feed him :x
Hahaha brother baby sitting Whitey.
Fortunately MPS exam is easy. Unfortunately, IAC's question 1B killed me.

Eeeesh ! Somehow don't like some people who talk without thinking. Really dislike to

the max !! Calling others ugly when they are not SUPER GOOD LOOKING at all.

Hmmm.. They should just place a mirror in front of their face when they speak.

Seriously. Hate it.

I found out something about myself today. I'll get angry when people come and look

for me at my house when i haven't bathe. That's what happened :x I was angry at

SH and GS because they didn't tell me that they were coming over. Bad bad temper

of mine.. I prefer meeting others when i'm neat. Also, played basketball at Tenaga,

recently. Happy feeling. It's been a long time, basketball ! :D

Save money, save money, save money ! Though it's suffocating me, i'll try my best..

It's Monday morning, Sunday midnight. I hope things will be better for this week :)

If i die.. Do i have to be so stress over everything ?

1.23AM

Hmmm... Title...?

2010-11-17T00:05:00.004+08:00

Tuesday already ! So fast, so fast, so fast...

Just gotten some pictures from Facebook ! :) It was from few weeks ago actually when

we did the "Rope element" :D

Same pictures from Facebook actually..
Acting as a big boob girl..

The usual people except Honey and Ernest in the picture..
Had MPS exam just now ! I think i did pretty well for it, i guess. Managed to answer all

the questions :) I'm really feeling good about it. Will have to wait for results maybe next

week ? I'm glad that i studied for it. Next will be the IAC test ! Go go go ! :D Will study

later..

Went to work at my bro's place just now. Sh twinneh came :) She brought me a pair of

slippers and a candy. The slippers are sooooo cool ! It's made of cloth material. Omg, i'm

really so happy ! Just like my green bag ! :D And of course, she bought one pair of the

same kind for herself. Can't wait to wear it out with her one day. Simply love her lots !

Let's not choose to believe that friends giving shoes/slippers will make relationship worse

or spoiling it. No superstition beliefs !!!

Whitey, trying to bite the fairy candy.
Problems, problems and problems.

Every time it has got to do with money.. Money is really a scary thing. It kills and make

people suffer great time. Mom and bro quarreled over it yesterday. I felt so guilty..

My brother had been working since 18 until now, 5 years already; excluding NS. He's

been helping to pay up the bills.. Also helping me. Being unable to spend time studying,

it's so difficult for him. No matter how much he rant about it, no one can help in the

family. My parent's income is so little and we have a maid. Can't even sign up for bursary.

Brother complaint about his education.. Also about jobs available which needs a car

license. He doesn't have any, except an O lvl cert. Suddenly i feel so useless. Can't do

anything about it. Eat, sleep and play. Waste money, time and everything.. Stupidly

entered ITE, wasting so much time.. It's easy to say " repay them by studying hard now "

But i'm still so guilty and feeling so useless. Somehow i thought that, if i'm not alive, i

think my family will have a better life. Not wasting time and money on a person like me.

Sighhhhhhhhhhhhh !

Bull shit !

I seriously believe that pets can make a person feel better ! :) I remembered reading it

from researching on pets. Whitey, whitey, whitey, please make me happy !

I can't wait for Thursday ! :)

12.45AM

Thinking too much ?

2010-11-12T18:20:00.002+08:00

So fast ! It's a Friday already ! :)

Quite plenty of stuffs happened in school. Hahahahhahaahhaha. Which made me so

crazy about it. Yeah, maybe i'm going crazy.

Kinda having bad mood lately and started to dislike my class somehow again. I feel

that some of them are just childish kids. Talking about all the " BIG " stuffs for example..

Scolding people, beating people.. I was thinking to myself.. " Will you really do that ? " -.-

Action speaks louder than words, kids. Also there's this incident where the few of us

went to class late for 1 hour or so.. Mrs Sim was emotionally upset and she cried. Kid

again, went nagging at us for fuck. 17 years old lecturing us ? Hahahaha ! Tolerance

went beyond my limit and yeah, i commented at his childish behavior. Like a lame

child. He doesn't have to lecture us, we know what to do next, we have brains !! Then

the incident went around the class; to those who skipped the lesson. I heard kids

telling my CA that Mrs Sim, herself, should try harder.. & bull shit. Totally pissed off.

I seriously agree with " guys take a longer time to get matured than girls " HAHA.

Oh, S&W ! Really had fun swimming !! :D

Saw other people in the pool as well but i doubt that they are from my school.. They

wore home clothes.. Maybe they are just having lessons in my school. So cool ! :D

They did butterfly style. Omg :)

Oh :( Also, for SVE's role play script, i didn't expect to be exact with someone Wendy's.

It was so disappointing. But to avoid any arguments, i took the initiative to re-do and

research again. Sigh ! How could it be so similar....

Thursday was the happiest day of the week for me in school ! :)

9am to 2pm ONLY. And i'll get to see someone in school too ! :D

That's the yellow bag guy. Not because he's using yellow bag now.. But it's only once.

On the cup stacking event day, when i pointed out the yellow bag to Grace. It's the

guy whom i always see. Hohoho. And yesterday, some things just happened. I don't know..

Maybe it's real, maybe its just my imagination. Will keep on a look out next Thursday !

But that smile, look & eyes... Is so real. Baaaaaaaaaa ! Someone please knock on my head

NOW !

Fine, imma go and study now. Whatever !!!!! HAHA :)

7:20PM

It's a Monday !

2010-11-08T20:14:00.003+08:00

Boooom !

The skies from yesterday looked as though there will be a thunderstorm ! This was taken

at about 7 ? Those thick and scary clouds. Boo hoo !
Had lunch and dinner with my family (without mom) ! :D Was sooooooooo happy.

Everyone said that Sunday is supposed to be a family day. Yeah, we had it ! :)

Chicken rice for lunch and fish head + omelette's for dinner. Shiooook. It's been a

long time... Shall plan for my dad's upcoming birthday. That will really be a family.

Ah Boy and Whitey ! :)

Whitey used to run after Ahboy.. But after some times, he only sniffed at him. I hope

they'll be friends. Hahah !

Monday ! Was kinda boring actually.... School at 10 though. Time passed so quickly..

MPS exam on the 16th and IAC on the 19th !! It's really so soooooon. Time to brush

up real quick ! :) Hahaha, i did something really embarrassing today. I fell outside

MLT in school ! I was pushing Ary and i lost my balance. Fucking shit ! I laugh so

loudly at myself, never felt so dumb. Hahaha ! Luckily there isn't lots of people out

there. -.- !!

Quite plenty of stuffs going on. I kept thinking that i'm feeling so lonely because i am

single.. Looking and looking at guys in school. We even called them candies (eye candy).

But when the serious situation comes, i'm running away timidly. I know what's going

on.. But i don't wanna face it. I feel sorry. Stressed with myself. I can say that i'm still

not ready for a relationship. Though i have no positive feelings for my ex, i am still

unable to open up. I'm afraid that things will be like the past. Not gonna let that happen.

I'm timid.

I don't really like this girl in my class. She gossips like a bitch and act like a slut. Whenever

i see her face, i feel like bashing it. Another, i don't understand how people have the super

high self esteem to post that she's pretty on facebook. Weird. I wish i can even obtain

half of that esteem. Lolol.

I also began to dislike my best friend's classmates. Well, i don't think they are really good

friends.

Maybe ice-cream buffet place will be a good hangout when a person is feeling low !

8:37PM

Pissed !

2010-11-06T00:19:00.003+08:00

Angry !!! Youtube is loading so slowly lately. What is seriously wrong with the

internet connection !!! Just for a 9minute short clip, it stopped for more than

10 times and yeah, fucking slow.. Not only that, other videos had the same problem.

It's really making me pissed off. I wonder if other Singtel users have this same

problem. Or does it only happens to my laptop ? Grrrr !

Went to Katong ? I guess it's around Katong. After Parkway ! :)

Had Icecream buffet !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My favourite :D It's only 10.90 for

students. Free flow of waffles and ice creams. And, the icecream isn't like those

"lousy" tub icecreams. Delicious ! The actual price of 1 scoop is 3.90. Worth it !

I can actually eat more than 5 scoops but we were actually late for the buffet. It's

2 - 4pm and 6 - 8pm. We went for the 2 - 4. However, we reached there at 3+ :x

Nearly 1 hour to eat. Je, Gs, Sh and Ed ! :D

Love the butterscotch flavour :) Shall return there more often. Really worth the

money :D

Headed down with Je and Gs for movie at Tampines ! :)

Watched " Due date " at Century as TM is kinda full. Also, was kinda angry D:

There's soooooooooo many people in TM ! Frustrated ! People infront walk so

slowly, and people at the back were either stepping my slippers or pushing me.

Freaking pissed. But yeah, who wouldn't get angry ?

Afterall, the movie was kinda fine. Though some parts of the jokes, we don't quite

understand, it was still a funny one.

Lately, last week.. There's a murder incident at Downtown East. It was a really

big case. At first, i pitied that innocent guy named D. He was slashed by a group

of people. Though i didn't know much of the story, he's kinda innocent. As a

Singaporean, WE are "kpo", busybody. Wants to know more. As you know, people

don't get beaten up for no reason. There's this " RIP D.N " page which i visited.

A tagged picture in there. Which is from a person's tweeter. It says that D deserved

the death.. After reading some of it, i came to understand a little. My brother told

me that Sam; the guy who also worked for my bro, knows those people who chopped

D. He said that, D actually told the rest to look for him. And yeah, they went away but

returned with parangs. That's how he got that. Come to think of it, i really think that

those people are really brave ! But still, i don't think D deserve to die just because of

this small issue. Like, there's so many " act " gangster people out there. Talk, fight

but not kill. No matter how " fierce " a " gangster " may be, they don't dare to use

weapons like knife. Seriously, i think that they are really the fierce ones. And news

don't tell every story in details. Still, RIP to him. Law is justice. May people repay for

all the sins they have done.

http://www.facebook.com/topic.php?topic=96&uid=138215389562888

This is another source which i read in a few minutes. Sad case though..

Life life life.. Most of the things just sucked yeah ?

1:06AM

Ciaos!

Fiesta !

2010-11-03T21:16:00.002+08:00

YAY ! Tomorrow is the date of spectacle collection !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

Today, we had this stack fiesta; an event where the most number of people

attending the stacking of cups in school ! To break Singapore books of records.

That's what i heard... Though its kinda lame, i had fun :) Get to meet lots of

people there. Teach, play and make new friends. Cause Bridge Leaders, Student's

Council and some others took part as the facilitator. Lol ! Yeah, actually i get to

see almost all of my "eye candies" today. Had fun ! Some really cannot be bothered to

learn, while some are so enthusiastic ! While teaching a group of people, a photographer

came, he snapped pictures of me and i shouted " NONONO !! " But he went snapping.

Damn, i cannot imagine how epic my face was in that camera. -.- !! Totally FAILED.

But he's a cool guy though ! He walked away and after that, i think he snapped pictures

from the left side while i teach. This time, " let him be " Booooo !

Some came and disturb me. This group of guys came to my table while i was in the

middle of teaching another group. Quickly took the cups and play after i teach, then

i shouted " Nonono " again and again because they did the wrong way. Lol ! Then

1 replied " Nonono " at his friend while his friend is doing. I felt shit ! D:

Took group photos too ! :)

I shall upload the photos soon when i get them !

After that, we went for rope element ! Hmmm, there's lots of different names for that.

Some say rope element, rope course. What ever ROPES ! Walking on ropes far from

ground. Fun fun ! Though i'm scared of heights ( most people too ), i always wanted to

try it ! I love something challenging like this :D It turned out to be perfect !

Seriously need to study. Exams are about 2 weeks time. I cannot afford to fail !

9:31PM

busy busy busy

2010-10-30T15:59:00.003+08:00

Had been kinda busy the whole of this week. Either busy or tired to blog !

Also, i've been skipping lessons in school. Cause they are so boring that i didn't want

to attend. Especially " Writing for business " !!! It's like studying on letter writing.

Seriously...BORING.

Cam whored with honey and grace in the school toilet.

And, i bought a pair of slippers at BATA for 3dollars only !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's

not those kind of normal and ugly slippers. From 15dollars to 3dollars. Worth it ! :D

S&W at 8AM for Tuesday ! :)

Swimming lesson ?! I received a sms from my classm8 on Monday saying that there will

be swimming lesson on Tuesday. Super last minute ! I don't have a swimming costume

and so, i sat at a side. Looking at Ary and Syafiq swimming. Only 6 pathetic people

attended S&W. Honey, me, Justin, Ary, Syafiq and Patrick. Honey brought her swimsuit

but she was shy to enter the pool as she's the only girl in the class so she said that her

menses came. Hahaha. Justin took his certificate and said that he wants to get exempted

from the lesson while Patrick was late. Guess what, SM ( sports management ) are

having swimming lessons on Tuesday as well ! Omg !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But more people from their class obviously. That's Ridhwan's class !! :D Though i didn't

see him, i saw his classm8s. Wooo. Tanned bodies ! Cute guys ! LOL whatever.

But i'll be so shy to swim next week. -.- !! Damn.

Bought swimming costume on the day itself ! Went swimming with honey and grace at

bedok swimming complex ! :D :) It's been so long since i last swim ! Happy that i can

still remember how to swim. Looked at others swimming frogstyle and i tried to

learn it. I forgot how to swim that !

Wednesday is another boring day. Booooooo !!!!!!

Went to work with Sh at brother's place on Thursday ! :) Zes came too. Was shocked

to see him there. Haha.

And Friday ? We went swimming after school ! With honey, grace, gs and je ! :D

Fun fun fun. I really know how to swim frogstyle by then. Thanks to gs and je for

teaching me so much. Wooosh ! :D After that, went to gs house ! Ate ate ate, and

yeah, i got diarrhea !! Only me ! Lol ! Was so tired as all of my energy was drained

by swimming. Hungry and moody. Plus diarrhea ?! Went home and ate medicine,

get changed and off we go ! To pool at Safra ! :) Had so much fun !

At night, it was so colddddddddddddd ! And i have fever :( Woke up during midnight

and took panadol. So sick. My dear Whitey followed me to and fro. So cute :D

Sweat so much and managed to sleep after that. I have serious problems sleeping.

Have no idea why. Haven't been sleeping well for last few days. My mind kept talking !

Maybe i should really get myself a pair of specs. Spending 15bucks every month

on contact lens is really killing me.

Oh yeah ! I became tan ! :D Go go go tanned !

Don't know what to put as title D:

2010-10-24T20:08:00.002+08:00

It's a Sunday already ! Time passed so quickly. It's like, we attend school from

Monday to Friday, go home, eat, bathe and sleep. Weekends are just boring. Days

are repeating over and over. Soon i'll be 19.. Getting older and older too ! :(

Can't believe that i'm already 18. Soon there won't be any "teen" behind my age.

No life !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was so fucking bored at home yesterday because i didn't go to the temple with

my family as i was having menses. Anyway if i go, i couldn't pray. So i rather stay

at home and rot. After rotting for SO LONG... I complaint to SG. Hahaha ! He asked

if i wanna join his friend's bday bbq. Hesitated for a long time.. In the end i said ok.

I was too bored at home that i just wanna step out of the house !! Anyway GW was

going too. Went to the chalet. Was so shy actually. I didn't know that there's only

one girl over there (bday boy's gf). But luckily GW did chat with me so i won't get

bored. Of course SG did too. Lol. That was the first time i see cakes flying around !

The birthday cake was not for eating, but for throwing and rubbing at faces. They

are really funny and friendly :) But of course i was so quiet over there. I normally

don't talk much to people whom i hardly know.. Boooooooooo. I also played dai dee

with some of them. :) By only looking at them talk and play, it makes me laugh

so badly. Lol. Really funny people. Yeah, kinda ton there till 7+am. Didn't expect that.

Also, was kinda surprised that when i reached home. No one asked me anything.

School school school. Let's see if there's anything fun happening tomorrow. It's

so boring.....!

Gonna study... :)

8:26PM

20102010 !

2010-10-20T21:41:00.003+08:00

I've been thinking so much about myself last few days. In life, there's a never ending

of what we want to have. Though its not necessary, we still want it. Anyway, i should

start studying real soon as Intermediate Accounting takes up 7 credits ! :D

Oh yeah, S&W yesterday. Didn't manage to see the cute guy i've been talking about.

Sad uh ? Not really... Haha and damn, i fell while chasing the Frisbee. Like a joke.

Fell with my legs high in the air !!!! Honey told me that she saw my undies. Like wtf :(

After that she said " Black? ".. Phew ! It wasn't my undies, it's the FBT's net ! Luckily !

I realised that i kept bumping or seeing this guy. I think he's kinda fair, mixes with

Malays. I don't know if he's a Malay or a Chinese. Always see him around in the school,

even in Sem 1..

Another thing, came out from the computer lab yesterday, i saw Patrick. As usual, i'll

go and disturb him. Before that, there's quite a number of people around. Sitting down

and waiting for their class to start. Near the locker area. Of course, somehow, i like

to *act cool*.. Walking with a *don't care* face and with a straight posture. Yeah, Patrick

lifted up his POWERFUL legs.. Boom ! I nearly flyyyyy like an idiot. Luckily i didn't

though. Damn it. It was so embarrassing ! I just can't stop laughing -.-!!

FAILED...!

While going back home, we squeezed at the 31 bus stop right outside school. Grace

said that there's 3 guys; 2 Chinese, 1 Malay. Waiting, and 1 said " like bitch sia " at us !

Cause i squeezed through my way beside them. Not my fault ! The guy let me through..

Then the Malay one asked " Is it the one with a lot of piercings? " The one replied " No,

the 2nd one ".. The 2nd one was Honey D: ! Actually, he should scold me instead of

her. I was the one squeezing HAHA. But yeah, that was what Grace told us because

she heard the conversation. Lol ! Anyway, i thought only girls will talk that way.

But actually, guys do that as well.

20102010 ! :)

It's 20/10/2010.

I nearly got STARVED in school today. Straight 5 hours of lesson without any breaks.

Damn timetable ! Made friends with Soo Wan from class QA. Though he's 23, my

brother's age, he's kinda friendly. Haha and of course i'm friendly too ! *thick skin* xD

Went to cafe2 with Patty and Honey to get some snacks. Saw SG there ! Kinda weird

though. Haha he was sitting quite far away from where i was standing but we spotted

each other. Even though i was super hungry, when i see food, i have no appetite. No

idea why...

During break time at 1pm (like finally).. This time, walked into cafe2 and spotted

that cute guy whom i didn't get to see yesterday during S&W. Lol ! That's the same

table where that group of guys sat last Wed. Yeah, we sat 1 table away from them.

But unfortunately, that guy wasn't facing at my direction though. Hahhahaha.

Ordered spaghetti from Western. Totally eeew :x Will never order that again ! D:

Nabs, Faiz and Zad came to join us too. Even Zad was telling me "There there, that

cute guy is sitting in front" Haha :D

Anyway, i somehow think that he's a little Malay ? I don't know.

He stood up and move his tray from his table to the one behind him ( in front of the

table where i sits ). I got nothing to do but to look at what he was doing. For awhile,

he looked at me. Quickly, i looked somewhere else. -.-! Like an idiot........ Seriously

a stare in the eye.

Sometimes we tend to bump into quite a number of people in school.

Everyday can be a new and fun experience. Something funny happened in the lift

while i was with Honey too. Hahaha.

Somehow can't wait to see what will happen tomorrow at school. 3 hours of IAC !!

Most probably i'll be sleeping in class again. HEHE !

Though i can be kinda happy sometimes, i still hate myself somehow. Dislike my

skin !!!!!! So ugly, so disgusting, wanna puke. Eeeew. I wanna change skin !!

So jealous to see girls with perfect skin. So smooth. Why why tell me why..? Life

is always unfair....................

10.27PM

JE's birthday ! & Monday.

2010-10-18T19:01:00.003+08:00

16Oct.

JE gong's birthday ! :)

Went to Wilson's house to swim and plan for her birthday. After that JE came.

I can feel that she's kinda sad because we didn't really tell her anything and made

her wait for a long time. It's been a long time since i last swam. Damn it ! I wanna

learn frog style ! I forgot how to swim that. :( Lol ! Swam with Sh while the rest

didn't wanna get wet. Of course we bathe after that :)

After all, i feel that not all China people are rude. I shall say.. only most of them.

Yesterday we carried lots of stuffs from Wilson's house to the bbq pit. The lift is

kinda full but there's a little spot available for 1 person to enter. I was hesitating.

Eventually i entered, while i was entering, the door wanted to close. This Chinese

man was on the phone, talking so loudly, he pressed the door open for me. The

couple beside him looks like Filipinos i guess.. They just stood there. I was kinda

glad that at least the busy China man helped. So after all, not all of them are really

bad like what people use to say.

Bbq bbq bbq ! Ate soooooo much ! :D

Hahaha Sh and i also pushed Huat into the pool. The 0.2m side. Was really hilarious.

In the end, he sprayed Green Tea on me and Apple Tea on Sh. They also played

catching while trying to spray water on each other. So cute :x Hahahahah !

JE's cute doraemon cake :D

School school school again.

Took the later bus. Missed the 9:30+ bus. Reached Bedok Inter at about 10.

Didn't get to see the SM guy we always saw. Lol ! Its ok... There's still tomorrow :(

Hahah ! And and, S&W ! :D Frisbeeeeeeeeee !

IAC ; Intermediate Accounting.

Ok, i thought of SAVING THE EARTH by drawing all my accounts on my book.

This is how my book look like after that. SO MESSY. In the end, i took out a sheet

of ledger paper and i surrendered. It says " 1st paper for 2nd sem " HAHA.
Took a photo with Honey too :)
Oh damn it. I think my menses is coming. Having kinda bad mood and i don't talk

that much recently. Hahahah anyway it came around this time last month. Fine....!

And, i seriously hate act cute girls. Making disgusting sounds make me wanna puke.

Gosh ! D:

7.26PM

Beeeeeep ! :)

2010-10-16T13:58:00.003+08:00

Went to Suntec with Sh yesterday ! :) Buy present for JE.

It's like our " Er ren shi jie ". " 2 person world " Lol ! :D Had so much fun

with her. :) Sang along at the fountain of wealth. Took photos and all.

And of course spent lots of money. Haha. Kept laughing at her cause she

can't look above that F&N figure :x Damn cute xD !!

Worked at bro's place on Thursday after school.

I can't wait for Tuesday ! :P

There's so many things which i want to buy. I'll never get satisfied ! :(

I always need a listening ear. Recently there's quite a number of unhappy

stuffs happening. It's so difficult to look for someone who can spare time

listening to all your rants. :( Somehow wants someone to care for, so badly.

No one in mind though.

Saw SG in bus yesterday and we started smsing again. Lol.

I totally ignored RQ. Kinda weird asking me for movie and stuffs.

Dislike weird people. D:

Now, i prefer to like someone first. :) Or i shall say.. I'm also still not

interested in relationships.

Most importantly, i hate petty guys. xD

Anyway there's still so much time. Studying is priority.

Gosh ! I'm so interested in learning Malay :) So i can also understand what

others are talking ! It's so cool !

2.21PM

12/10/10 & 13/10/10

2010-10-13T22:19:00.004+08:00

KOI KOI KOI :)

Had Koi drink with Sh yesterday at Parkway while waiting for Gs.

I'm totally in love with this Ice cream milktea !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm sooooo gonna drink this again if i go to Parkway ! :D (Provided that

it's not having a long queue) T_T
Oh yeah :) Had S&W (Sports & Wellness) in the morning ! New timetable = new

faces ! I'm sooooo happy to have S&W on Tuesday morning because there's cute

guys from the other classes. Red tag; Health science course. :D Though we didn't

play together, we can see. Lol ! Played Frisbee !! :) There will be a competition as

what my teacher said. Hmmmm... ? Kinda weird having Frisbee competition

though..

Accounting team bonding ! :) 3 activities to choose from. Making a vendor in the

Metta School, having captains ball competition; cheer-leading or photography.

Chose captains ball comp; cheer-leading though as first choice. But only 10 for

the competition ! :( Most likely guys will get to join, not girls. Sad though. But

imma still wait for the decision made by teacher. Guess it's gonna be fun :)

The first day of attending Managing Human System lesson today. A class mixture.

Lots of Malays. I don't talk to them.. Mr Ng took the class :D Once again, his talks

made me sleep. Or rather..."rest", i don't really sleep in class but i rest my eyes and

mind.

Wednesday.

Mrs Sim is a nice lady. She talks very politely and one thing she made me smile

was... She remembers my name. Lol ! 2nd lesson and yes ! She called my name.

She's really small sized. Cute :) I'll love Writing For Business lesson soon.

Went to a disastrous class at level 3 ! Lots of rubbish under the table, baby lizard

crawling and a dead cockroach on the floor. Wtf is wrong?! Lol ! Seriously, i was

SHOCKED. Worst class of all.

Break time ! Ate with Honey, Patty, Nabs, Zad, Syafiq, Ary, Ernest and Darren. :)

Honey's cousin came and join us after that :)

Saw that cute guy from S&W. They sat at the table behind me. Hahaha. Even Zad

said that he's cute, without me telling her. She's so funny. :D

I'm SO HAPPY !

I bought myself a little sling bag and a pair of new slippers ! :D

Love it lots ! :)

AL messaged me again. He was busy before. Maybe he'll read this.. But yeah..

RQ messaged me yesterday suddenly.

SG didn't message me.

People come and go.. Appear and disappear.

I'm really not interested in anything.

10.41PM

Sem 2 Day 1

2010-10-11T19:36:00.004+08:00

Monday blueeeeezxzxzxzxzxzx !!

Slept at 2+am in the morning and woke up suddenly in the middle of the

night. It made me so restless during the 2nd half of the day !

First thing's first.

Walked in the school and got caught by the similar lady bouncer who caught

me several times for my hair. She said my hair is MESSY. After that, length,

followed by colour. Like a LAME. Majority of the girls are not tying their

hair. Theirs are messy as well. Btw, mine isn't flying around. Colour.. The

girl in front of me is having OBVIOUS gold colour but she just wanna catch

me. Length ? Well, she said either dye or trim. So i'll choose to dye, bitch.

Whatever, 1st day of school. WOW ! -.-

The last few weeks of Sem 1, she didn't catch me for anything. Isn't that

so weird of her ? I guess she really hates me. LOL ! Whenever i walk

pass her, i have a feeling she'll call for me. And yes ! SHE DID.

New time table, new teachers and new subjects.

Had lunch at East Point's Long john's Silver with Hanisah, Grace, Patrick, Darren,

Ernest, Bryce and Ary ! :) So much cheeeeeese with fries. Love that.

1st day of sem 2 and Mr Ng told us; the people who took Managing People

System elective.. It's difficult to get good grades. But nevertheless, i want to

try it. At first, he's the one who said that Business Environment is difficult and

he's the one who told me to change elective. After mugging, i get an A. I think

i can do the same for this too. Rather than i do project work with others... RIGHT?!

I hate project work so much.

Sem 2, new target ! 3.5GPA !!! :) Slowly increase after sem. But provided that i

can get that. After all, i'm still quite proud of myself. The highest in class is Xiang

Kun with 3.6 ! Then followed by Grace, 3.3 if i'm not wrong. I wanna be like him.

Study smart !

Yeah, i still don't believe that i got 3.1. Seriously, i think that i'm dreaming -.- !

This is the 1st time in my life, i'm so.....weird ?!

First Intermediate accounting test will be in next month !

I better start studying soon ? :D

7.50PM

My Saturdayyyyy !

2010-10-09T23:35:00.002+08:00

Oh well, trimmed my hair in the afternoon and went to eat Mac with Sh !

I'm so contented with my hair now, so thin !

Went to work at brother's place from 5. Played with the little girl, Wen Wen

again. We're more like babysitting than working. To be honest, i somehow

got a little irritated cause i couldn't concentrate on cleaning up the little

bottles while she's like " Jie jie jie jie, baby baby.. ". Wanting us to throw

her little baby toy. Lol ! Damn cute.... But yeah, once you play with a child,

they will be UNSTOPPABLE ! D:

Oh yeah ! Sh found 50bucks on the floor. Just in the bread shop ! Hahah !

Damn lucky ! :D

Also, there's this cool guy whom i've been saying. Tall, long fringe, lip piercing

and gentle voice. LOL ! Ok, whatever... " Flower eat; Hua chi " .... -.- !

You can look all you want. But yeah, just look :)

Somehow can't wait to go to school :)

Tomorrow is the last day of my holidays ! Guess i'll just stay at home.........

Need to really concentrate in school ! I must get a higher gpa all the way till

end of course. So i don't have to take private diploma :D XX jiayou ! :)

Gotta buy a new little sling bag ! :x The one my auntie gave, looks like its for

aunties :x

11.46PM

2010-10-09T01:33:00.004+08:00

BOOMZ !

Actually i don't have much to blog. Have been working these few days at my

brother's place :)

Played with this extremely adorable little girl here. She's only 4 :)

The cutest girl i've ever seen with my both eyes. Seriously !

Haha ! I love whitey more and more ! He's such a cute dog to me. Stroking him on

his head and back, he's been a very good boy always.

7October ! The day where results were released. Actually, i don't have much

confidence for what i'll get. Went out with Sh in the morning to Bugis :) !

Ate mos burger then. Teriyaki chicken burger ! Our all time favourite. After that,

we played arcade; basketball ! Had so much fun with her and yeah, hand ache !

I guess muscles are popping out soon ? :(

Asked Hanisah to help me check out my results online. When she replied, i got

a big shock. I got 3.1 ! :D I wasn't expecting this much. I thought of... 2.5 ? :(

But it's still kinda weird.. For Office Application.. I really thought i was gonna

score badly for it. I didn't complete my test. Weirdo. But yeah, i can't go anywhere

with 3.1.. I'll aim 3.5 and above for the next sem ! :D I wanna go Temasek Poly !!

Gambateh XX !

Gonna trim my hair ! :D It's too fatty at the back........

No Min Woo ! In " My girlfriend is a Gumiho ".

2.07AM

Zhang Yun Jing

2010-10-06T01:08:00.003+08:00

Gosh I found something cool here ! :)

While watching Channel U, i saw this super fucking cute "guy" in the advertisement.

Talks about how busy "he" is lately.. Some kind of short interview of actors/singers.

"He" caught my eye ! Checked in youtube of "his" songs, yahoo for profile.

IT'S A GIRL. From Taiwan's super idol.

CUTE ?!?!?!
This is so HOT :)

Omg. I don't mind being les with her ! She's just fucking cute. Watch some of

her videos in youtube ! :) She's so cute and funny. I think i'm going crazy.

Even my MSN display picture.... It's her. LOL ! This is so cool !

Totally lovable !!! :D

You guys, simply lost to her.

1:33AM

3rd & 4th Oct.

2010-10-05T01:16:00.004+08:00

BORED ?

Watch " My girlfriend is a Gumiho " then ! :)

It's all complete ! Totally tearful and beautiful ending. Should watch !
Sunday; 3rd Oct.

Met 2nd aunt at Pasir Ris at 12noon. Went to Downtown East's " Alive Gallery ".

It's cool ! Learnt some stuffs in there. Beautiful paintings. Though it wasn't original,

it's printed so clear that it looks real from far. Unless you touch it, you won't know

it's fake. True, it's impossible anyway. Those paintings are kept in museums at

different countries. Talking Mona-lisa ! Haha, kids talked nonsense to her. But it's

really cool. :) Aunt told me that people living in the past, loves small breast and fat

girls. Because there's nude paintings as well. Totally joke. She talked so loudly that

people looked at her. I was so embarrassed. But its very cute.

Took a stroll in Wild Wild Wet. My aunt wanted to see it so badly that we submitted

our ICs to the office and took at 15mins walk around. Went into a shop which sells

branded items. At first i was kinda shy because i seldom enter these kind of shops.

However, walking beside my aunt, i feel really good. As though.. I can afford to look

at those. So cooooool :D

My aunt is cute :) She like cute stuffs !

Met Gs and Je after that. We went to Parkway ! :) Brought some donuts for my mom

as she's working at Watsons. Then we went to eat Dim Sums ! Oh yeah, i said..

" Xiao Dian Er " at the previous post. Actually its " Dian Xiao Er " HAHA !! D: Opps.

After that, we looked for Huat at Tenaga. Drink ice tea at Indian Coffee Shop. :)

That's how i spend my Sunday.

Monday, 4th.

Went to Bugis with Sh. Wanted to change the shorts which they bought for my birthday.

Unfortunately, the shop is under renovation ! :( I'm worried that it's closed down. So

sad. After that, while walking, we got stopped by a lady; skin care person. She persuaded

us to have face wash. Paid 40bucks for that. Going down on Thursday to experience

it. She told me so much about my oily skin. Having oil bubbles, scars and other shit.

I was kinda sad. She asked how old am i. I told her that i'm 18. She said " 18 ? I thought

you are 20 actually. " That really sucks. I hate people who say that i'm mature or old.

To me, mature seems to be a better word than old. But they fucking have the same

meaning. Mature = older than your actual age. Also older !! Do i really fucking look like

20 ? Hate that. What's so good about looking older than my actual age ? It's not

enjoyable at all. Yeah, seriously. But whatever it is, i paid it and gonna try :)

Seriously hate my skin. So disgusting with scars and holes. I'm so jealous about others.

Why am i not having perfect skin like them ? Some friends did say that i'm pretty.

But so what ? Everything is ugly to me. At least Honey is the honest one. She told

me that i'll look better without all those scars. But, still... Not.

Been living in this ugly face skin for so many years. I remembered that i cried so

much about it when i'm young. Pores nearer to my nose are from the outbreak of

rashes when i'm a baby. Really big ones. From young, i hate my face. Now, it's worst.

Life is unfair, yeah.

Went to Safra Tampines to play pool :) Gs came later.

Had so much fun. :) !

Stared in the mirror and saw a ugly monster.

Appearance is the 1st biggest confidence.

2.02AM

Birthday. & 2nd Oct :)

2010-10-02T23:52:00.005+08:00

Quite a number of pictures from my birthday.

Honestly, i didn't feel as if its my birthday. Woke up at 2plus. Messaged my

friends and all, but they didn't tell me what time to meet. Yeah, i backed out

for the gaming thing from school because i was waiting for plans. Got scolded

by classmate for not going. After all, i became impatient and totally disappointed.

Twin told me that we'll eat seafood for dinner at 11+. Bored and angry. I went

shopping alone. Hoping to get something i want, which can cheer me up. I roamed

at the mall for 2 hours. Walking here and there, exploring and stoning. Really

sad. Bought black tongue stud, treats for dog, ear stud & normal string for necklace

for myself. Saw a blind boy by the side, selling tissue. I took out $2 and place it

in his hands. He smiled widely. It's heart aching to see someone standing there waiting

for people to buy tissues from him. Maybe he stood there for many hours. That's

really tiring. :(

My birthday seemed to be like a normal day. Spending time by watching dramas

in the afternoon and going out at night. Kept my feelings all inside me. No one to

complaint to, no one to know how bad i really feel. Tried complaining a little to

my best friend, but it didn't seem to work. Shouldn't have expected much, in the

end, it just disappoints me so deeply. He told me that they'll be here so soon but

its many hours later. He told me that's preparing for surprises, but it seems that

those are rather last minute. I thought i will be able to dress better, walk in some

malls, take lots of photos.. I even thought that they treated their chalet or whatever

surprises more importantly than keeping me accompanied my day.

Hell yeah, i think too much.

Met them at 11+ of course. Ate so much :) Chilli crab ! Always wanted to eat

them with the rest. Sh, je, huat, gs, ed, km, wil :) Thanks guys.

After that we headed to Sh's void deck. The cake came.. Gs hit me with the cake !

But of course i took revenge. :D After that, waited for awhile, water bags came.

Huat is the first one who threw water at me. I fell while trying to run. Damn

stupid. It really hurts. After that, they continued. Flour came in.. Really had

fun :) Thanks...for everything.

They bought me a belt, shirt and shorts. Well, the shorts is a little tight, going

down with twin on Monday to change. :) Also, the decorated cake from them :)

Nice.

Went home, chatted with Ass ! Thanks for being a listener. I really needed

someone to talk to in fact. I know you're reading this. Thank you so much.

That's what i wanna say. :) ! Hahaha. Even insisted to make another birthday

day for me. But thanks ! I appreciated it a lot. Like what you said, everyday

can be my birthday. (Y)

October 2.

Kelvin; brother's best friend came. He bought a really huge present for me.

Look at Whitey's size and the present. Lol !

A big monkey ! :)

But... I guess i'll just put it aside to collect dust. I don't hug toys now. Haha !

However, its really cute ! :D

Went to eat dinner with my family. At " Xiao Dian Er " Tampines 1 :)

Delicioussssssssss ! I love the duck meat there ! The skin... seriously taste

like heaven !!!! This is the first time i ever tasted such a wonderful duck meat.

Everything there is just perfect. The fish too ! Love all of it. And of course, its

also expensive. Lol ! Thanks bro ! :D

Iphone4 !!!

Singtel, no stock. Guess what, i had gotten a sms from singtel, $100 voucher

if i re-contract my line before 3rd Oct. That's what my mom had too. Yeah,

i deleted it. Best !! I was stunned when i was at the counter. Fine ! Forget it.

Brother and i wanted to get iphone4 :(

But its fated that i'm gonna get it 2 months after his. LOL !

M1 has stocks ! Ok yeah, he bought it.. Freaking jealous ahhhh !

The man told me, if i cancel my line at singtel and join M1, i'll also get a $100

off. And of course my brother was like, " Yeah, you better wait till Dec ! " :(

Anyway if i join M1, handphone bills will have discounts ! It's like, the more

M1 subscribers from a family, the more discounts will be applicable. That's

really cool. For my brother and MY SAKE, i'll wait till Dec !!!!!!!!!! Anyway,

he's the one who's paying all my bills :x HEHE.

OMO ! Hopefully by Dec, the white version will be out. I HOPE :D

Anyway there's lots of reception problem for iphone4, from what i hear.

Hopefully within 2 months, it will get better as new stocks come in.

See you in 2 months time baby.

12.44PM

Happy birthday to myself !

2010-10-01T15:03:00.004+08:00

Sexy Simpson's daddy wishing me happy birthday ! :)
Argh ! I was quite irritated a minute ago. GuanMing kept spamming and

scolding me on messenger because i didn't go for the gaming thing. Like WTF.

Kept scolding me like fun. Damn fucker. At first i tolerated all his nonsense but

after that, there's no way i could tolerate any longer. FYM ? How in the world can i

fuck my mother. -.- ! Freaking scolded him back. Grrr ! Yeah anyway, i don't

wish to spoil my day this way. Say that i'm selfish or whatsoever. I don't care.

Humans are born this way. Also, i'm not lying that i have plans today.

Whatever.

Waiting for friends to call me up and tell me what time to meet...

I'm currently rotting at home. Really bored. I heard that they have Sec5 class

chalet later. How about my birthday ? Maybe i leave house and a few hours later,

i return home ? I'm really so curious on what's gonna happen later. They didn't

tell me any plans. Maybe like what SG said, i think too much. D:

I hope i hope i hope..

Was really shocked that quite a number of people wished me Happy Birthday via

face book and messages.. Touched :) ! " Thank you everyone ! " thats what i wanna

say. I was smiling while replying every single posts/messages. Really happy.

AL wished me too yesterday. I guess he's really so busy nowadays. He still calls me

miss beautiful. Haha.

Oh yeah. I just can't wait to go out. I'm really freaking bored at home.

Thanks to my family for the wishes. :) Love them all. Including my doggggg !

Once again, happy 18th birthday to myself !

Really wanna visit a club one day with all my friends. I want to experience that :)

I'm beginning to open up to more friends lately. Wanna collect more friendship and

make beautiful memories for my sweet 18th. Can't wait for school reopen ! Why ?

Cause i want to study. I think i'm becoming like an idiot now.

I can't wait to meet Hanisah Honey !! :D Really miss her so much.

3.39PM

Chiong drama day 2 !

2010-09-30T20:22:00.002+08:00

Chiong drama ? Yesterday, i sat in front of the laptop for more than 12 hours.

Why ?

Watching this ! " King of Baking, Kim Tak Goo " ! Unstoppable ! :D

Really a very nice show. For the first few eps, 1 to 3, it made me cry like crazy.

They act really good. Especially the Tak Goo kid. Best ah !! First time i "chiong-ed"

for so many hours. Watched a total of 14 episodes straight. Hahah !

The girl is so pretty ): Omg.. How i wish i have that skin complexion ! So smooth.

Nah, all of them !! So smooth ! :( Envious and jealous.

Who says looks doesn't matter ? Looks does matter !!!

I'm really growing fatter. Eat, sleep and sit. Lol ! I guess i'll really look like

that boomer in the previous post.

Oh !! Let me boast about something here..

I forgot to blog about this. HAHAHA !

The 2st day of work at F1, this couple came in.. The woman got her body scanned

and stood beside me while waiting for her husband. I gave her a map and she said

this to me, " Thank you !.. I like your hair style, girl " Omgggg that made my whole

day great. :D Most Caucasians are really friendly. Love that. Hahahah !

& the 3rd day, while on the way from Eunos Mrt station to outside, Grace and i

met 2 girls whose also on the way home. They wanted to share cab. One told me

that i have a nice hair too. :D

Suddenly i love my hair more. Hmmm should i trim ? But i told my hair that i

won't hurt it again :( Miss my old long hair.. But i like my current hairstyle.

WHAT TO DO ?!?!?!

My birthday is coming ! Approximately 3 hours + !

How i feel ? Nothing much. Just wondering what my friends planned for me... :x

I'm so gonna get birthday presents for myself ! :)

Tomorrow, i'll buy a new tongue stud with silver black balls.

Then, i'll get belated presents like Apple earpiece and a wallet. But that has to

be after i get my pay from F1 work. Gonna wait :( !!

Geeeeez !

Going down for some snacks with Huat and Gs ! :D

8.40PM

Current dramas ! (:

2010-09-28T17:44:00.004+08:00

I'm seriously rotting so badly at home !

Collecting dust here... I wanna go out :( But no one asked me out. Cliques are

preparing my birthday presents :D And they didn't ask me out :( Leaving me

in the dark. Oh ! There's pictures i found in clique's album. But it's without me !

I was so jealous and sad that they didn't ask me out. Anyway, i had work during

my weekends. Just feel sad when i get left out. But it's ok, there won't be much

difference if i were there. Hahaha ! :D

I'm kinda angry again ! My aunt kept asking me why am i not studying, why

am i not helping my brother, why am i so free at home. Argh ! This is driving

me crazy. What to do ?!?!?!?!

Anyway,

Watched " My girlfriend is a Gumiho " or " My girlfriend is a nine-tailed fox "

Love this korean drama. Why ? Beautiful actress and handsome actors. HAHA !

This lady is really pretty :) While the guy is more to the cute side. Not forgetting

No Min Ho ! Another hot guy. Bwaaaa ! :D

This show really made me cry. Touching :)

Guess what ! This actress is older than the actor. Just like the couple in " Personal

Taste " ! :D Gosh, why are these women soooooo pretty ! I'm so jealous :(

Watch this !!!!

Another one !

" Mischievous kiss " or " Playful kiss "

This is recommended by SH, my baober ! :) Cause her favourite guy Kim Hyun

Joong is the main actor ! :x

Oh well... To be honest, i watched episode 1 part 1 few weeks ago. Guess what,

i was totally turned off by the show. The main actress is.......... not really pretty.

I know i'm really bad saying this.. But why do they choose her ? I mean.. There's

so many other actresses in Korea. Nevermind. I'm really bad. :x

But yeah, i'm watching this now. I'm really BORED that i don't know what else to

do but to watch this. Closed one eye and watch !!!!

This ! I find her hot in this picture. She look hot with another kind of make up.

Personally, dark eye shadows make her look prettier.
The normal one. Her single eye lid reminds me of someone named, Kai Li.

Ass's cousin's ex. Haha.

Actually i just noticed that there's quite a lot of single eye lid people around.

The only difference is whether it is obvious or not. Some really look great in single

eye lid ! Well, there's something called the plastic surgery now..

I wonder if people with double eye lid will extinct one day ?

Ok ! Since i've been rotting, i've also been eating like crazy. Every 2 hours or so,

i'll feel hungry. Or rather, " mouth itchy " ! Look for some snacks, eat eat eat.

In a few days time, i'll look like this..!

BOOMERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR ! D:

Woooo ! I just received a message from my SH baober ! :D

Gonna meet them after my dinner.

Shall blog when i'm bored again.
Ciaos ~

6.21PM

2010-09-28T00:11:00.000+08:00

New new new :)

From now, imma blog here.

Let past be past and present be present !

F1 ! 24 to 26 Sept (:

2010-09-27T23:25:00.000+08:00

Friday 24th.

1st day of working at F1 :) Was late for a few minutes though. Waited for Syafiq,

Ernest and their friends to smoke. Went there with Zad, Faiz and the rest. :) !

Even though we are late, Daryl didn't scold us or whatever. Hahaha. That is the

reason why we are actually late for all 3 days. 1st day is rather tiring. As gate

officials, scanning patents in and out of the place. Gate 10 ! Nearest to Marina

Bay Sands. The security people are also there at the same gate, to check backs

and body scans. They are really friendly ! The uncles taught me many things.

I was the one who stood at the exit lane waiting for people to come. Apparently,

at a earlier time, lesser people will exit. So i made friends with people from the

security side. Lol ! Was kinda nervous actually.. Didn't know fully of which tickets

i should scan and which i do not need to. Luckily i've got the help from other friends

and the petrol guard :D Uncle taught me that F1 cars passes the track (view from

gate 10) is 5 seconds, while the other F1 cars (not the prof drivers) are 7 seconds,

and also, the sports car which they drove around are 9 to 10 seconds. He counted

all of that to kill time. Friday was so tiring for me because other zone patents

entered our zone and there's many problems as the scanner could not scan them out.

Even though it rained, it's sooooooooo fun there after all :)

Had dinner with Justin and Daryl at staff canteen. Though Daryl sits with his other

friend, both Justin and him ate really fast -.- !

Took MRT to Eunos and took cab with grace and ting2 :D

Managed to bump into ting2 at the bus stop ! Happyyyyyyyyyyyy :P

2nd day !

Late as usual. It rained ! On the way from staff canteen to our gate, we had fun

disturbing Syafiq with the poncho. Haha. Calling him dick head and stuffs.

Oh yeah, i became the flyer girl. Giving out maps to patents. While the rest are at

entry and exit gate. Somehow i felt useless cause i'm not deployed for any scanning.

As though i can't do anything right.. But anyway, a man in black singlet with sunglasses

walked in, and i thought it is an actor, Kingone, from Taiwan. At first i was stunned.

I told Cass about it and also thought that i'm cocked eye. Lol ! So i ignored that..

This time, Syafiq and Ernest took our dinner to the tent-age and we had it there

turn by turn. 2nd day, dinner with Cass and Daryl :) ! Yeah, they ate faster than

me. I wonder why i eat very slow...... :(

After dinner, Cass took over the entry lane and i'm still a flyer girl.

After the race at 12, patents came out one by one. The scanner had problems as

the reception gets faulty. Daryl made us stand in 2 rows and greet goodnight to

all patents exiting. It was fun :) Get to see many different faces, be it happy or

sad. Then, saw that man who looked like Kingone. This time round, i can confirm

that it was really him. Lol ! Kinda dramatic.. Zad and i stared at him as he walked

past. Cause he's not in sunglasses this time... Both of us were kinda stunned. Lol !

Can't forget that face. Oh man.. He really look handsome in real life ! With good

arms and good complexion. Gosh, so jealous.

Here ! This is him. But seriously, he look better in real life. Haha !!! xD Yeah,

i went really crazy after that. -.- !

Debrief !

Daryl asked Cass why she likes to stand at the back. She said she just love it.

Daryl said that she has the potential to shine, why wanna only be a back up

person. I felt kinda sad upon hearing these. Haha cause i'd been a back up

person for that 3 days. At the back giving maps, or doing the exit gate. So

useless. I doesn't have any potential. I kinda envy her. She's pretty and she's

really lady-like. She told me that she won't do anything rowdy cause she's a

girl. She's seriously nice. If i'm a guy, i'll fall for her. I wished that i'm flawless..

Oh well, that's life. Always envying others. Bla bla bla....!

3rd day !

Last day :( Was kinda hyper !! :D

Did scanning for the exit gate.

But actually i kinda miss those security people too. They are really nice. They

talk to me when i'm bored. Really with that freaking boring face !! Hahaha.

Damn, but i don't know their names. There's one not bad looking guy there.

LOL ! -.- ... Geez.

Yeah, they finished NS and i guess that they are about 20 ? And they earn

more than 400 for 3 days !! Really jealous about that. Check bags and had

break times regularly. So slack...! D: Haha but they are really friendly people.

Greeted goodnight again ! Due to failure of the scanners again. More fun

this time round :D ! The uncles from security side also shouted goodnight

with us. So cute. Lol. Happy and drunk patents walking out. (:

After everything, we wished everyone and waved goodbye. It was really

enjoyable for the past 3 days. Why ? Because our supervisor, Daryl, was like

our friend instead of our supervisor. He smoke, scold vulgarities and play

like us. Lol.

Debrief ! Everyone in Zone 2 had a debrief together :)

Talk talk talk much.. Didn't know that Grand Prix is the largest event here

in Singapore :D

Geez ! I'm really bored today...... Rotting at home and spending my time

watching korean dramas. Damn ! They can really make me cry a river. Haha !!

I guess changing my blog's url is better than staying at the-breastmilk.

Gonna start posting stuffs ! Many people thought that it's dead long time

ago. Imma revive it :) Read all you want, say whatever you want as well.

11.26PM