3rd & 4th Oct.

BORED ?

Watch " My girlfriend is a Gumiho " then ! :)

It's all complete ! Totally tearful and beautiful ending. Should watch !
Sunday; 3rd Oct.

Met 2nd aunt at Pasir Ris at 12noon. Went to Downtown East's " Alive Gallery ".

It's cool ! Learnt some stuffs in there. Beautiful paintings. Though it wasn't original,

it's printed so clear that it looks real from far. Unless you touch it, you won't know

it's fake. True, it's impossible anyway. Those paintings are kept in museums at

different countries. Talking Mona-lisa ! Haha, kids talked nonsense to her. But it's

really cool. :) Aunt told me that people living in the past, loves small breast and fat

girls. Because there's nude paintings as well. Totally joke. She talked so loudly that

people looked at her. I was so embarrassed. But its very cute.

Took a stroll in Wild Wild Wet. My aunt wanted to see it so badly that we submitted

our ICs to the office and took at 15mins walk around. Went into a shop which sells

branded items. At first i was kinda shy because i seldom enter these kind of shops.

However, walking beside my aunt, i feel really good. As though.. I can afford to look

at those. So cooooool :D

My aunt is cute :) She like cute stuffs !

Met Gs and Je after that. We went to Parkway ! :) Brought some donuts for my mom

as she's working at Watsons. Then we went to eat Dim Sums ! Oh yeah, i said..

" Xiao Dian Er " at the previous post. Actually its " Dian Xiao Er " HAHA !! D: Opps.

After that, we looked for Huat at Tenaga. Drink ice tea at Indian Coffee Shop. :)

That's how i spend my Sunday.

Monday, 4th.

Went to Bugis with Sh. Wanted to change the shorts which they bought for my birthday.

Unfortunately, the shop is under renovation ! :( I'm worried that it's closed down. So

sad. After that, while walking, we got stopped by a lady; skin care person. She persuaded

us to have face wash. Paid 40bucks for that. Going down on Thursday to experience

it. She told me so much about my oily skin. Having oil bubbles, scars and other shit.

I was kinda sad. She asked how old am i. I told her that i'm 18. She said " 18 ? I thought

you are 20 actually. " That really sucks. I hate people who say that i'm mature or old.

To me, mature seems to be a better word than old. But they fucking have the same

meaning. Mature = older than your actual age. Also older !! Do i really fucking look like

20 ? Hate that. What's so good about looking older than my actual age ? It's not

enjoyable at all. Yeah, seriously. But whatever it is, i paid it and gonna try :)

Seriously hate my skin. So disgusting with scars and holes. I'm so jealous about others.

Why am i not having perfect skin like them ? Some friends did say that i'm pretty.

But so what ? Everything is ugly to me. At least Honey is the honest one. She told

me that i'll look better without all those scars. But, still... Not.

Been living in this ugly face skin for so many years. I remembered that i cried so

much about it when i'm young. Pores nearer to my nose are from the outbreak of

rashes when i'm a baby. Really big ones. From young, i hate my face. Now, it's worst.

Life is unfair, yeah.

Went to Safra Tampines to play pool :) Gs came later.

Had so much fun. :) !

Stared in the mirror and saw a ugly monster.

Appearance is the 1st biggest confidence.

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