Miracle happened

Wednesday, 24th.

Went to Nabilah's house in Clementi with Honey, Grace, Faiz, Zad and of course Nab.

Did our project filming over there. Had lots of photos ! :) After all, we were quite

satisfied with the end result ! Was so tired after that. Sat bus back to the MRT station.

Honey, Grace and i were like " wow, this is beautiful ! " Hahaha. We hardly explore west

side of Singapore.. We were like.. On a tour ? :D

Thursday, 25th.

Hmmmm, LUCKY DAY ? :D

Somehow, its like a miracle which i think that i'm still dreaming. It responded !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Slap me ! I'm sooooo happy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

I'm so crazy. Hahahahhahahahaa.

Friday, 26th.

Luckily SVE roleplay was re-scheduled because of the fire drill just now !!!!

So happy ! :D

Went to East Coast Park after school ! :) Had Accounting Day ? I don't really know

what is that called actually. Didn't really had fun for the Captain's ball competition.

Thought that some guys in my class won't wanna pass the ball to girls. I was on an

open area but no one passed the ball to me. Well, that's what i expected. So yeah..

Had fun chatting with the teacher from Sports Management ! Mr Lau ? Maybe that's

the spelling. Haha. He's really funny and friendly. :D

School, so budget !!! The Mc Chicken burger had only bread and patty. No veg, no

mayo. Suck to the core. Boooo ! Should have taken a photo of it to show how pathetic

it is.

Went to BNSS for alumni band prac :)

I'm somehow hesitating.. What should i do.. I'm afraid that i'll make the wrong decision.

He's nice.. But i'm dumb. I can't really differentiate between truth and lie. Dilemma.

11.10pm

Boring... ~

SCHOOL IS BORING !!!Ok, i drew on my paper.. But i don't know why this is NOT straight. -.- !
Was super bored in class so i went walking about in class and i saw this !!!!!!!!

Syafiq's butt !!! And underwear. HAHAHA.
See.. Ary's future job :D
This is from a stupid message on facebook. Got nothing to do and i print screen it.

This fucking guy is really a nerd ass. Lol ! Super idiotic.
Quite plenty of happenings for today ! :)

Saw the "everytime see guy" in school again. The last time we saw him was on Thurs.

Saw Huat in school too ! Hahaha. After that, saw " Ang Gu ", the super old friend of

mine.. Ok, this is the long part !

Saw him at the lift lobby. Yeah, we smiled at each other. Went into the lift and i tapped

his shoulder to ask his name. He's Eugene. Actually we wanted to leave the lift at lvl 3.

I asked for his name and -.- we didn't manage to get out.. The door closed and i was

shouting " Eh ! Lvl 3 ..... ! " Yeah, other guys in the lift were laughing at us. We made

a joke out of ourselves hahaha. Ok, we went up to lvl 5 and went back down to lvl 3..

Played monopoly deal and we saw Eu kept looking at our direction.. So i asked him

over to play with us. I thought he's interested in it. Yeah, he asked for my number too.

And of course i gave it to him. I knew him since young.. While playing with the rest of

my friends at the playground. Hahaha so so so long ago. Ok, he made friends real fast.

Ary, Syafiq, Ernest and Patrick came after that and we played together. :)

After that.. We left for MPS and Eu messaged me. What he asked ? He asked for stead.

Like weirdo.. He didn't even ask if i'm attached at first. Lol !! Of course i said " NO ! "

After chatting, i realized that.. He didn't recognise me at first !! So it's like.. I approached

him !! D: Actually i did saw him a few times in school already and yeah, we smiled at

each other because i thought he knew me. But NOOOO ! He don't know ! Until i told

him about the past.. Omg :( Failed. He is consistently asking me WHY i don't wanna

give him a chance. Save meeeeeee !! He's kinda nice but i don't like to keep rejecting.

Argh.

Also, GP had been messaging me. Asking if i wanna watch movie, go food fair and talk

to him through 3G. What to do....?

I still prefer to fall for someone first. Stress to the max. Not interested !!!!!

I'm not trying to boast here but omg, i really need to bomb whatever i wanna say from

my mind. Geeesh ! Damn it. -.-

In the first place, i don't understand why people will like me. Lol ! I don't think i have

any positive points.

Hahahahhahaa, worked at brother's place today. I think that people in Paya Lebar is

kinda WEIRD. I saw a man walking pass the shop with his smile so widely like wtf..

And haha, there's this guy who's asking people to sign up for credit card outside the

shop. He did came in and buy drinks, chatted with me and SH. After that, when i

went to the toilet.. He smiled at me from ear to ear. Natural reaction, smile back ! But

it's damn funny. Lol. After that, while chatting with SH, he looked in with a smile again.

O.O !!

And and and, omg, i hate people who are so "hao lian", "action" or whatever....!

You'll get bombed by your high self esteem soon, fucker !

Bomb your ass !

I want to see YB YB YB YB YB :(

12.14AM

Hello Monday.

Weekends were over again. Time really flies. And it's going to be the end of November..

:(

Saturday ! A busy day indeed.

Hoho, went to BNSS for band prac in the morning. Then, ate at Techview opposite. After

that, went swimming with JE and GS. Managed to swim quite a lot. But there's too much

people at the pool because it's a Saturday. Many coaches and kids. Weekdays are more

fun. Went home and change.. Met JE, GS, SH and Zes for pool at marine parade. Saw

Sean Eng there too. Haha. At first i cannot confirm who is that until he messaged me.

Had so much fun :) ! Ate at Indian shop too. Met so many people on that day which

really made me happy. Saw Cheston and friends too. Of course he's still as handsome.

Hahaha, even asked if we wanna join them for celebrating Yang Bin's birthday. Of course

it's a "No." All of us are not close.. Unlike those times in Secondary school. :( Well, things

do change after some times. :) Saw Shawn.G and the rest too at Indian coffee shop. Haha.

Haha, SH's hand got slapped by GS ! For playing " Indian poker " with Maxi, huat and

Sze Yong too at Tenaga :) That's forfeit. Haha.
Whitey has a new hair cut ! But yeah, he looks thinner. Cause his fur made him look fatter

previously. And it's NOT animal abuse. We do feed him :x
Hahaha brother baby sitting Whitey.
Fortunately MPS exam is easy. Unfortunately, IAC's question 1B killed me.

Eeeesh ! Somehow don't like some people who talk without thinking. Really dislike to

the max !! Calling others ugly when they are not SUPER GOOD LOOKING at all.

Hmmm.. They should just place a mirror in front of their face when they speak.

Seriously. Hate it.

I found out something about myself today. I'll get angry when people come and look

for me at my house when i haven't bathe. That's what happened :x I was angry at

SH and GS because they didn't tell me that they were coming over. Bad bad temper

of mine.. I prefer meeting others when i'm neat. Also, played basketball at Tenaga,

recently. Happy feeling. It's been a long time, basketball ! :D

Save money, save money, save money ! Though it's suffocating me, i'll try my best..

It's Monday morning, Sunday midnight. I hope things will be better for this week :)

If i die.. Do i have to be so stress over everything ?

1.23AM

Hmmm... Title...?

Tuesday already ! So fast, so fast, so fast...

Just gotten some pictures from Facebook ! :) It was from few weeks ago actually when

we did the "Rope element" :D

Same pictures from Facebook actually..
Acting as a big boob girl..

The usual people except Honey and Ernest in the picture..
Had MPS exam just now ! I think i did pretty well for it, i guess. Managed to answer all

the questions :) I'm really feeling good about it. Will have to wait for results maybe next

week ? I'm glad that i studied for it. Next will be the IAC test ! Go go go ! :D Will study

later..

Went to work at my bro's place just now. Sh twinneh came :) She brought me a pair of

slippers and a candy. The slippers are sooooo cool ! It's made of cloth material. Omg, i'm

really so happy ! Just like my green bag ! :D And of course, she bought one pair of the

same kind for herself. Can't wait to wear it out with her one day. Simply love her lots !

Let's not choose to believe that friends giving shoes/slippers will make relationship worse

or spoiling it. No superstition beliefs !!!

Whitey, trying to bite the fairy candy.
Problems, problems and problems.

Every time it has got to do with money.. Money is really a scary thing. It kills and make

people suffer great time. Mom and bro quarreled over it yesterday. I felt so guilty..

My brother had been working since 18 until now, 5 years already; excluding NS. He's

been helping to pay up the bills.. Also helping me. Being unable to spend time studying,

it's so difficult for him. No matter how much he rant about it, no one can help in the

family. My parent's income is so little and we have a maid. Can't even sign up for bursary.

Brother complaint about his education.. Also about jobs available which needs a car

license. He doesn't have any, except an O lvl cert. Suddenly i feel so useless. Can't do

anything about it. Eat, sleep and play. Waste money, time and everything.. Stupidly

entered ITE, wasting so much time.. It's easy to say " repay them by studying hard now "

But i'm still so guilty and feeling so useless. Somehow i thought that, if i'm not alive, i

think my family will have a better life. Not wasting time and money on a person like me.

Sighhhhhhhhhhhhh !

Bull shit !

I seriously believe that pets can make a person feel better ! :) I remembered reading it

from researching on pets. Whitey, whitey, whitey, please make me happy !

I can't wait for Thursday ! :)

12.45AM

Thinking too much ?

So fast ! It's a Friday already ! :)

Quite plenty of stuffs happened in school. Hahahahhahaahhaha. Which made me so

crazy about it. Yeah, maybe i'm going crazy.

Kinda having bad mood lately and started to dislike my class somehow again. I feel

that some of them are just childish kids. Talking about all the " BIG " stuffs for example..

Scolding people, beating people.. I was thinking to myself.. " Will you really do that ? " -.-

Action speaks louder than words, kids. Also there's this incident where the few of us

went to class late for 1 hour or so.. Mrs Sim was emotionally upset and she cried. Kid

again, went nagging at us for fuck. 17 years old lecturing us ? Hahahaha ! Tolerance

went beyond my limit and yeah, i commented at his childish behavior. Like a lame

child. He doesn't have to lecture us, we know what to do next, we have brains !! Then

the incident went around the class; to those who skipped the lesson. I heard kids

telling my CA that Mrs Sim, herself, should try harder.. & bull shit. Totally pissed off.

I seriously agree with " guys take a longer time to get matured than girls " HAHA.

Oh, S&W ! Really had fun swimming !! :D

Saw other people in the pool as well but i doubt that they are from my school.. They

wore home clothes.. Maybe they are just having lessons in my school. So cool ! :D

They did butterfly style. Omg :)

Oh :( Also, for SVE's role play script, i didn't expect to be exact with someone Wendy's.

It was so disappointing. But to avoid any arguments, i took the initiative to re-do and

research again. Sigh ! How could it be so similar....

Thursday was the happiest day of the week for me in school ! :)

9am to 2pm ONLY. And i'll get to see someone in school too ! :D

That's the yellow bag guy. Not because he's using yellow bag now.. But it's only once.

On the cup stacking event day, when i pointed out the yellow bag to Grace. It's the

guy whom i always see. Hohoho. And yesterday, some things just happened. I don't know..

Maybe it's real, maybe its just my imagination. Will keep on a look out next Thursday !

But that smile, look & eyes... Is so real. Baaaaaaaaaa ! Someone please knock on my head

NOW !

Fine, imma go and study now. Whatever !!!!! HAHA :)

7:20PM

It's a Monday !

Boooom !

The skies from yesterday looked as though there will be a thunderstorm ! This was taken

at about 7 ? Those thick and scary clouds. Boo hoo !
Had lunch and dinner with my family (without mom) ! :D Was sooooooooo happy.

Everyone said that Sunday is supposed to be a family day. Yeah, we had it ! :)

Chicken rice for lunch and fish head + omelette's for dinner. Shiooook. It's been a

long time... Shall plan for my dad's upcoming birthday. That will really be a family.

Ah Boy and Whitey ! :)

Whitey used to run after Ahboy.. But after some times, he only sniffed at him. I hope

they'll be friends. Hahah !

Monday ! Was kinda boring actually.... School at 10 though. Time passed so quickly..

MPS exam on the 16th and IAC on the 19th !! It's really so soooooon. Time to brush

up real quick ! :) Hahaha, i did something really embarrassing today. I fell outside

MLT in school ! I was pushing Ary and i lost my balance. Fucking shit ! I laugh so

loudly at myself, never felt so dumb. Hahaha ! Luckily there isn't lots of people out

there. -.- !!

Quite plenty of stuffs going on. I kept thinking that i'm feeling so lonely because i am

single.. Looking and looking at guys in school. We even called them candies (eye candy).

But when the serious situation comes, i'm running away timidly. I know what's going

on.. But i don't wanna face it. I feel sorry. Stressed with myself. I can say that i'm still

not ready for a relationship. Though i have no positive feelings for my ex, i am still

unable to open up. I'm afraid that things will be like the past. Not gonna let that happen.

I'm timid.

I don't really like this girl in my class. She gossips like a bitch and act like a slut. Whenever

i see her face, i feel like bashing it. Another, i don't understand how people have the super

high self esteem to post that she's pretty on facebook. Weird. I wish i can even obtain

half of that esteem. Lolol.

I also began to dislike my best friend's classmates. Well, i don't think they are really good

friends.

Maybe ice-cream buffet place will be a good hangout when a person is feeling low !

8:37PM

Pissed !

Angry !!! Youtube is loading so slowly lately. What is seriously wrong with the

internet connection !!! Just for a 9minute short clip, it stopped for more than

10 times and yeah, fucking slow.. Not only that, other videos had the same problem.

It's really making me pissed off. I wonder if other Singtel users have this same

problem. Or does it only happens to my laptop ? Grrrr !

Went to Katong ? I guess it's around Katong. After Parkway ! :)

Had Icecream buffet !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My favourite :D It's only 10.90 for

students. Free flow of waffles and ice creams. And, the icecream isn't like those

"lousy" tub icecreams. Delicious ! The actual price of 1 scoop is 3.90. Worth it !

I can actually eat more than 5 scoops but we were actually late for the buffet. It's

2 - 4pm and 6 - 8pm. We went for the 2 - 4. However, we reached there at 3+ :x

Nearly 1 hour to eat. Je, Gs, Sh and Ed ! :D

Love the butterscotch flavour :) Shall return there more often. Really worth the

money :D






Headed down with Je and Gs for movie at Tampines ! :)

Watched " Due date " at Century as TM is kinda full. Also, was kinda angry D:

There's soooooooooo many people in TM ! Frustrated ! People infront walk so

slowly, and people at the back were either stepping my slippers or pushing me.

Freaking pissed. But yeah, who wouldn't get angry ?

Afterall, the movie was kinda fine. Though some parts of the jokes, we don't quite

understand, it was still a funny one.

Lately, last week.. There's a murder incident at Downtown East. It was a really

big case. At first, i pitied that innocent guy named D. He was slashed by a group

of people. Though i didn't know much of the story, he's kinda innocent. As a

Singaporean, WE are "kpo", busybody. Wants to know more. As you know, people

don't get beaten up for no reason. There's this " RIP D.N " page which i visited.

A tagged picture in there. Which is from a person's tweeter. It says that D deserved

the death.. After reading some of it, i came to understand a little. My brother told

me that Sam; the guy who also worked for my bro, knows those people who chopped

D. He said that, D actually told the rest to look for him. And yeah, they went away but

returned with parangs. That's how he got that. Come to think of it, i really think that

those people are really brave ! But still, i don't think D deserve to die just because of

this small issue. Like, there's so many " act " gangster people out there. Talk, fight

but not kill. No matter how " fierce " a " gangster " may be, they don't dare to use

weapons like knife. Seriously, i think that they are really the fierce ones. And news

don't tell every story in details. Still, RIP to him. Law is justice. May people repay for

all the sins they have done.

http://www.facebook.com/topic.php?topic=96&uid=138215389562888

This is another source which i read in a few minutes. Sad case though..

Life life life.. Most of the things just sucked yeah ?

1:06AM

Ciaos!

Fiesta !

YAY ! Tomorrow is the date of spectacle collection !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

Today, we had this stack fiesta; an event where the most number of people

attending the stacking of cups in school ! To break Singapore books of records.

That's what i heard... Though its kinda lame, i had fun :) Get to meet lots of

people there. Teach, play and make new friends. Cause Bridge Leaders, Student's

Council and some others took part as the facilitator. Lol ! Yeah, actually i get to

see almost all of my "eye candies" today. Had fun ! Some really cannot be bothered to

learn, while some are so enthusiastic ! While teaching a group of people, a photographer

came, he snapped pictures of me and i shouted " NONONO !! " But he went snapping.

Damn, i cannot imagine how epic my face was in that camera. -.- !! Totally FAILED.

But he's a cool guy though ! He walked away and after that, i think he snapped pictures

from the left side while i teach. This time, " let him be " Booooo !

Some came and disturb me. This group of guys came to my table while i was in the

middle of teaching another group. Quickly took the cups and play after i teach, then

i shouted " Nonono " again and again because they did the wrong way. Lol ! Then

1 replied " Nonono " at his friend while his friend is doing. I felt shit ! D:

Took group photos too ! :)

I shall upload the photos soon when i get them !

After that, we went for rope element ! Hmmm, there's lots of different names for that.

Some say rope element, rope course. What ever ROPES ! Walking on ropes far from

ground. Fun fun ! Though i'm scared of heights ( most people too ), i always wanted to

try it ! I love something challenging like this :D It turned out to be perfect !

Seriously need to study. Exams are about 2 weeks time. I cannot afford to fail !

9:31PM