Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Hmmm... Title...?

Tuesday already ! So fast, so fast, so fast...

Just gotten some pictures from Facebook ! :) It was from few weeks ago actually when
we did the "Rope element" :D
Same pictures from Facebook actually..
Acting as a big boob girl..

The usual people except Honey and Ernest in the picture..
Had MPS exam just now ! I think i did pretty well for it, i guess. Managed to answer all
the questions :) I'm really feeling good about it. Will have to wait for results maybe next
week ? I'm glad that i studied for it. Next will be the IAC test ! Go go go ! :D Will study
later..

Went to work at my bro's place just now. Sh twinneh came :) She brought me a pair of
slippers and a candy. The slippers are sooooo cool ! It's made of cloth material. Omg, i'm
really so happy ! Just like my green bag ! :D And of course, she bought one pair of the
same kind for herself. Can't wait to wear it out with her one day. Simply love her lots !
Let's not choose to believe that friends giving shoes/slippers will make relationship worse
or spoiling it. No superstition beliefs !!!
Whitey, trying to bite the fairy candy.
Problems, problems and problems.
Every time it has got to do with money.. Money is really a scary thing. It kills and make
people suffer great time. Mom and bro quarreled over it yesterday. I felt so guilty..
My brother had been working since 18 until now, 5 years already; excluding NS. He's
been helping to pay up the bills.. Also helping me. Being unable to spend time studying,
it's so difficult for him. No matter how much he rant about it, no one can help in the
family. My parent's income is so little and we have a maid. Can't even sign up for bursary.
Brother complaint about his education.. Also about jobs available which needs a car
license. He doesn't have any, except an O lvl cert. Suddenly i feel so useless. Can't do
anything about it. Eat, sleep and play. Waste money, time and everything.. Stupidly
entered ITE, wasting so much time.. It's easy to say " repay them by studying hard now "
But i'm still so guilty and feeling so useless. Somehow i thought that, if i'm not alive, i
think my family will have a better life. Not wasting time and money on a person like me.

Sighhhhhhhhhhhhh !
Bull shit !
I seriously believe that pets can make a person feel better ! :) I remembered reading it
from researching on pets. Whitey, whitey, whitey, please make me happy !

I can't wait for Thursday ! :)
12.45AM

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